Last night.

Last night was bad, horrible & disastrous. 

The amount of trust that we have built, came tumbling down.

 The wounds that is slowly trying to heal, opened up.

The tears that have dried, came streaming down once again. 

I know it was just a small incident, and I shouldn't look so much into it. 

God give me strength to let the wounds heal once again.... 

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why dont I look half as cool with knit top & jeans :S 

On a happier note, the lovely bracelets from bb arrived <3 

&&& I had progs dinner with my fav proggie (: 

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I know what I felt could possibly just be 10% of what you felt in J2. 

As much as you lost a close friend, I lost one too.

P.S It has been almost 2 years, it's time you move away bitch.

presentations.

I hate presentations! It's like a fear... I can't stand in front of a crowd & talk, and guess what I'm having 2 presentations in 24 hrs. :S

BEST OF LUCK TO MYSELF!

*MAY

/edit (19/8) presentation wasn't so bad after all (: I guess the key to doing well in presentation is definitely PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE. I think i must have practice over 20times, no joke! I thought I actually did a good job not forgetting my lines & all! And definitely wasn't shaking when I was presenting, definitely a first. I counted to ten before my presentation, and I think that helps! And I didn't rush thru my presentation , instead I took baby steps, one slide at a time (:
SERIOUSLY A HUGE ACHIEVEMENT (:

DIY Projects.

We finally kick start our DIY projects! We planned for this a year ago, and WOOHOO it is coming true! We can't wait for more DIY projects. On a really random note, if we were to sell this items will you buy it? 

SGD $12 bux for this cover

*MAY(:

Accepting.

Guess God have other plans for me. A's appeal wasn't successful, so our china survival plan failed. But I'm definitely coming to terms with it. Somehow, the second blow was alright. I'm sure God have other reasons for this arrangement. 




Stopping work for this week wasn't a smart choice. I'm starting to fall behind on my work. I'm no longer efficient & starting to procrastinate a lot more. So I guess being busy REALLY REALLY make me more efficient. What kinda weird theory is that? But I'm definitely not complaining, more money, more work done. It sound like a perfect plan so far (: 

(Sigh. I dont know why this days things have been so nasty & irritating. I reflect on a daily basis if it was largely my fault. But it takes 2 hands to clap, I'm sure some of the reasons point back to you too. Sometimes you need to be less stubborn, you need to let me know how you feel & it's definitely time for you to give in to me. I'm sick of being the one apologizing first.)



On a really really random note, our year 3 lecture hall got burnt down!!! Definitely not a good thing to happen to us! Out of ALLLLLL the lecture hall in school, I dont know why it has to be OUR lecture hall. Running from one end of school to another end, twice a day within 5 minutes is definitely not the form of exercise I'm looking at. 

Celine Nano baby <3 <3 

 

Somehow I always have a weakness for anything nautical!

The new up and coming trend! Ombreeeeee! 

Sweaters sweaters! I love sweaters to no end! If only I'm living in a country w 4 seasons!

Printed tee! THE fashion trend for NYFW (: 

Love tweed material, but my bff think it's auntie :p

(: one of my fav bloggers!

Another know where to find cute necklaces like hers?!

So pretty & tiny. LOVE!

Amazing illustration by my fav's! 

*MAY (: