A part of me just died inside.

Is a little funny that my first post after exam is rather more gloomy than all my post during examination.

It sucks to have a sudden realization that I will neither be going France nor Italy this coming trip. As for London, I have been given a second shot to do the visa and I really dont know how things are going to turn out. 

It sucks to learn that everything you have been planning for the past few months, almost half a year is not coming together at all. Why m I so stupid?! 

And to add on, the person that mean sooooo much to you in your life, couldnt even care less what you feel inside. Ugh. 

I just want to give up.. 

May